Penat

aku tak pasti sama ada aku masih perlu bermain tentang soal hati dan perasaan

banyak yang harus aku fikirkan

banyak juga hati yang aku perlu jaga

sungguh aku penat.

penat.

penat dengan dosa-dosa

entah bila mahu berakhir aku juga tidak pasti

tapi aku harap secepat mungkin

semakin tenat melayan dunia

aku cuma mahu berserah pada Tuhan

jika ia milikku, bersama itu sudah pasti

KILLING ME

i once berdoa nak study dkt tempat org pandai

dikelilingi org2 pandai

sebab bagi aku dulu macam best je

rasa lagi semangat nak jd pandai

lagi semangat nak belajar

nak belajar senang

ada org boleh ajar

ada org kita boleh tya

tak payah susah cari

semua pandai

but now, 

ITS KILLING ME.

rasa bodoh

gila babi

sebab kau je paling bodoh

Hahah

i cant believe i could say this but ya its true

ya Allah tak sabarnya nak keluar dr sini

dr tempat org2 pandai ni😭😭😭

tak boleh describe betapa bodoh dan lembab nya aku nk dibandingkan diorg ni semua

dulu kalau aku rasa aku boleh jawab,

aku mmg boleh jwb💯💯

tapi sekarang kalau aku cakap aku boleh jwb, aku memang bodoh😭😭😭

now that aku relialize

aku tak boleh kwn dgn org rajin

aku jd malas belajar

sebab haih aku kena ikhlas bljr

sama jugak

aku tak boleh kwn dgn org panda dia buat aku rasa bodoh

rasa yg dia boleh la sbb dia pandai

and i dont like it

Allahu.

2019-

in the end, how many years would have passed? 

There is no such thing as forever

in the end, were we never meant to be?

Barely

i thought i only barely found true love, but in the end it ends like this

my heart is just like the first time but now its filled with scars because of you

we keep changing at your cold voice, i cool down too

we grown so far apart to turn things back, to linger around each other without any feelings

it was so hard that i gifted u with separation and after turning around, im fallin without u

in the end whose fault was it? 

theres no such thing as love

in the end is breaking up, losing? im tired and i fall asleep

barely

is this point barely our last? in the end are we becoming strangers again?

i thought i could live well without u tomorrow will be different from today

its already been 1, 2 years

i pray that things will change as time passes

for u

Without you - Gdragon